I am being pulled in deeper in my walk with God. I grow "hardcore" for a while then suddenly I think "I'm getting too close to God." I need to stop spending time with Him.
So I do.
I know that sounds horrible. How can one be "too close" to God? It's not that I'm getting too close to Him. It's more that I can't have both worlds: I can't live for "earthly" things and still pursue Him.
In the core of who I am I sense God wants me to reach higher in pursuit of Him and go deeper in intimacy.
I have fear of what people will think of me if I truly let go of the world and recklessly pursue Him. How would my life change if I did just that?
How would my life change if I continued to live for all that is temporary?
I need to let go of the world and go after Him with everything in me. I don't have the strength to. I pray He would give me the strength to let go.
For HIS renown,
~Susie
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