Numb

Everything in life, every experience is meant to teach me something about life, about spirituality, about God.

And right now, I don't feel anything. An innocent action turned into something I can never take back. I want to say I feel pain. Guilt. Shame. Brokenness.

At least one thing that will allow me to step back into spiritual healing.

Instead I feel absolutely nothing. I'm numb.

And that is the worst feeling to have. I don't know how long this numbness will last.

Right now I feel as messed up as the rest of the world (yeah, I know, that's dramatic.)

About a week and a half ago, I was doing amazing spiritually, now I've hit a new level of bottom I never thought I would reach.

This is going to be a hard journey.

All for HIS glory

Always <3