The Here and Now

I desire to live in the moment.
Not loooking back. Not looking forward to the future either.

I want to embrace the here and now. Life changes so quickly. And I want to take it all in by living fully in the present.

What is God doing in me now? I have no simple answer.

All I can say is that I've spent the last few years living on a spiritual mountain top and now I'm in the valley. And that's hard.

God revealed to me last night that I need to lay it all on the line for Him. I can't pretend to be somewhere I'm just not. I fooled everyone the last couple years. I masked where I was in my faith. While I was at school, I acted as though I was doing "just fine" when I was really broken.

I'm not at school currently and I'm realizing I never want to attempt to impress others with how "religious" I am. That won't save them. Love and grace will.

For His renown
always <3

~Susie