Up until this point, I lived in a way that reflected my heart and the desire to seek God, to truly live with Him.
Now life has gotten in the way. Finals week has approached and I make myself be busy to distract me from the call of God, to continue spending time with Him.
Everything I had, everything I wanted, is it gone? Beyond my reach?
I lived in the presence of God. It was intense. Have I lost it all because of fear? Fear that God has called me out of a mediocre life, out of everything I have ever known.
I don't know what any of this means but I just want to push everything out of the way so I just spend my life, daily, in pursuit of a passionate lfe, for His renown.
I want to get everything out there so that it's not in me any longer.
I want to be truly free to go with God: no matter where He's leading me.
All for His glory + <3
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