Secrets

When I leave to go back to IWU in 3+ months, my prayer is that I would be in a different place spiritually. That has always been my prayer. I can never get enough of God.

I don't say that to seem "super" spiritual- rather it's the cry of my heart. But how much can I really say that will be enough to tell the world how much God has changed me?

All of my words will never reach the point of adequately telling my friends about what God has done in me. Do you have a close friendship with someone that you only feel comfortable telling them your secrets?

That is how I feel about my relationship with God sometimes- some things He does in my life are so close and intimate- I can't tell people.

That sounds weird but it's so true.

When I first came to IWU as a freshman (I'm going to be a Senior this coming September), I was the type that was always super excited spiritually I could hardly keep it to myself- but I've toned it down. I'm still pursuing the heart of God but at a much slower pace- I just take one day at a time.

Within the last couple years events have happened in my life that have caused me to evaluate situations- there is a time and a place to share what God is doing in me. I won't be silent- I will testify- but at times that are appropriate.

I hope you don't misunderstand what I'm trying to say- I'm definitely not ashamed about what I believe.

I just demonstrate tact in my life.

All for His glory :-)