Monday, April 30

Summer is Here

I've made it through another semester...and my hardest one :-(
Every day I felt I was fighting through. This past semester some people at my school kept telling me, "you made a bad decision" repeatedly.
I know. Thank you, Please tell me something I don't know. :-/
IWU is a community and that is how they treated me and the decision I made. This part makes me sad: although I felt I was a member of community, I didn't feel that I was a member of the church.
Community and church cannot be used interchangeably.
But now summer is here! Yay! And my life is changing. After graduation (in December of this year) I feel called to do missions work. That is kind of random, I know. I might be going to Thailand for a internship through Youth for Christ.
I had the perfect plan and now I said "yes" to God. My life is His.
Always <3
All for HIS glory

Monday, April 2

I Found My Way Back

Sometimes I lose my way.

I put up a wall where I pretend I'm growing in my faith. Then I say one thing and do the complete opposite.

Hypocrisy.
I'm guilty. I'm not going to hide it or say I'm immune.

Throughout my spiritual journey, sometimes I want to go my own way. It's driven by rebellion and pride. And it works out for a while. Then it backfires. I get caught. That sucks.

It's in the dark times where I recognize my need for God.
I gain strength in the midst of all my weakness. It's all God.
I may, at times, go my own way but I always find my way back to the One who gave it all. :-)
All for HIS glory!